BLOOM / WITher

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Let's go Oh Lord Would you help me recover cause the sins I commit cause hate for myself Going forty-six over cause I'm ready for hell Only reason I stopped was the cop f*ck twelve They don't f*ck the vision but that's just my decision Well it is what it isn't, cut the beat in an instant What's life For me it's a story with a tragic past and long nights I don't feel right High all night This shit tight When I'm on sight Well I never wanna be alone Never wanna leave home Confidence that I've shown Can't you tell that I've grown Give a f*ck for no one Hotter than the damn sun Rising up like 88 Son you like a grandson Y'all aint even ready But you know that I ain't stressing I've been countin all my blessings You ain't gotta keep me guessing Cause we sending out a message so I'm ahead of my time it's a blast from the past And I'm pushing myself and I'm out of the cast Flow like light years and I'm travelling fast The world is a plague that I'm meant to outlast One time for the nights I can't sleep Two times for the days that break me Three times for the fight that changed me Four times for the pain that made me One time for the nights I can't sleep Two times for the days that break me Three times for the fight that changed me Four times for the pain that made me Got a feeling that I won't fall Got a feeling it's an end-all Before my time comes breaking through And I shot past the stars Rockin' Grey Hearts and living large Watching a new wave and its charge My father said life is simple yet complex It takes time to build up success And sometimes you have to travel a long distance with raw grits Just for a little bit of progress I'm going the distance with no one's permission I follow the visions with God as my witness I'm on a mission and I'll know I fulfilled it once I can feel the fulfilment I'll only feel it, once I can look at the world and say that I changed it When I unfurl this brush even Van Gogh will applaud my painting Cause one swirl and touch will make y'all appalled with what I'm faced with So before you hurl your guts and make a false call about me Just hang it up Just put up a front and say the call dropped Cause as long as I'm in my Hotspot I got bars on bars like a double level cell block And I'm ascending out the rubble and bedrock From Azeroth to Babylon I've seen it all and I want some more So now I'm off to the Pantheon to meet the gods and take on the torch What, where'd everybody go Hello Jacob I'm glad that we finally meet You seem mad that's probably cause you can't speak But just relax I'm talking to you subconsciously And believe that everything I say is with honesty Your foundation was created on misery and hatred And you made it plain and simple that's the truth ain't it I know you hate this picture that I'm painting but quit playing I'm the framing and the colors on the canvas that have stained it Stay in, I know waiting feels like procrastination But patience and laziness are not the same, they're adjacent And while you're hating and complaining you could be training Or contemplating where you're moving you're pieces rejuvenating Right You need rest, you need breaks, you need breath And you'll be vexed if you ain't sleep with REM So please check in your brain keep the pep In each step and maintain these big reps There's weight to your bars It's from the heart I know you're working hard I see the tools in the yard But it's strenuous and you're own temperament Hiding in the dark will eventually overthrow you and take charge You're not Clark so hang up the cape Embrace all the pain Finish what's on your plate Spread love not hate tune yourself and elevate Then recalculate your plan and recreate Be who you truly are you were born to be great I've seen it within the cards even more in your face So once you find the parts, put them in the right place Because wishing upon a star only gets you halfway Always take a glance, wonder why my life so hectic Reflecting for a while so I might as well accept it I'm looking at the charts and all the data you collected Seeing that my shit be spreading just like an infection Take a peek at me even though I ain't that special You know I'm just a valley boy saying life is stressful And there's a few things that set me off, make me feel uneasy Like the way the world be heading now I'm feeling queasy Just give me some time so I can think about myself It may take a while but it improves my mental health I no longer have to sneak around my brain in full stealth Cause my problems on the run just like they some infidels And I always act tough, yeah I always act swell But I got some secrets that I'm really hoping you won't tell And I can't trust anybody so I stay inside my shell So then maybe I can run and get out of this living hell And I try my best not to stress the problems that I'm facing People running from their death man I can call it racing Somehow death is far behind me, I could say he's chasing I could say I hate my past but there ain't no erasing The futures how we base the way we speak and Leaving friends behind like antiques And satisfactions what I'm tryna seek Cause damn it I feel like a fucking freak I'm a fucking freak