Bad Habit

Where did my voice go Why can't I find it I'm having trouble with my words Cause I'm silent Speak the truth even when Your voice shakes I won't repeat my mistakes I can't stand this I won't have it You stick around like a bad habit I can't say what's wrong I won't open up What's it like to be strong I think I'm stuck in a rut I hate the way that it goes I can't describe how it feels To be lost and alone Speak the truth even when Your voice shakes I won't repeat my mistakes I can't stand this I won't have it You stick around like a bad habit There's more to this than one can see Behind this mask there's darkness in me I made my peace I'm now at ease My mind is clear I see through the trees These faults are my own and I feel like imp free There's more to this than one can see Behind this mask there's darkness in me I can't stand this I won't have it Look at all that vie caused god damn it Why can't I open up it's never enough I can't stand this I won't have it Look at all that vie caused god damn it Where did my voice go Why can't I find it I'm having trouble with my words Cause I'm silent