1990s

Back inside the basement I was studying the greats Started with the rockstars Daddy's light blue record crate Made my through all of that then fell in love with gangsta rap And the boy grew up shady even though he far from that Didn’t take too long for the pillys acting silly smoking weed Dreams of being a rockstar do a show for twenty g's Living free, life is glee Then I fell into the seams Captured somehow by a hoe then again in mickey d’s Then I lost one of my homies Man that fucker really died I remember his last moments Member looking to his eyes Member realizing it’s over, ok nothing was the same Ever since that fucking day something happened to my brain I'm insane it’s the caine' All that snorting playing games I was dreaming but not working thinking it was all the same Thinking that somehow I'm owed it Couple years and it’ll come Couple years done fucking past since my first album Outcome honestly was nothing but I went repped it Did a couple shitty shows sold a couple shitty records It’s depression yes it hit and that bitch done hit me quick Bout' six months since I done quick and right back in that bitch Met a hoe did some blow started dancing let it go Pop a xanny f*ck a nanny nothing matters to your bro Let it go let it snow Lakes are frozen that we know How my shitty little city done passed up a million hoes Welcome back to passing up on every abnormality Welcome back to passing we all have the same anatomy Welcome back to passing up on each one of your dreams Welcome back to passing beside me on the street I'm just trying to compete Drove completely past the keys I can barely fucking breathe Get me back inside the sleep I've od’ been in panics saved my own life with a xanax How fucked up is that shit I’d a been a fucking casket I'm an addict the most I think I'm a ghost Barely coasting through the days a paddle no boat Then I gloat on these tracks like I'm out here packing mags Like the one time I done shot somebody I couldn't handle that That’s a fact we all fake I could not take the faith That’s somebodys brother or an uncle or their only base That's a face I live with In jail they visit My mind would lock me up Without it’s fucking image If i did it