Drug Abuse

I feel it pit of stomach My fucking end is coming I will die alone I just brace myself for death And try to overcome it I'm so high It's like I'm trying to kill the body I been fighting I been trying to join the illuminati Like who could really stop me It doesn't really matter I stopped caring about others when I first detracted A couple hits of acid Another lit tobacco I flip the bird and curve the herd like they chasing lassos I cast my path of lanterns I speak the tongue of lasses I want to die before I achieve all my real congrats I know they watch me passing I know they trying to grab me I feel the hate I demonstrate that I am non-reactive They see me through they TV I'm blowing up the views But when they in front of my face they say I ain't the dude You all is uncool You all was raised as fools Life is what you make it Why you went and made it lose I honestly can't choose It's all really confusing I mean theres perkys, blow and booze And which girl wants to do them I don't believe in success In the traditional sense its displayed I mean they're successful They've made it, they got money but There's no way everything else evaporated Give me a million dollars I'll still be fucking sad Another day I'm waking up another haze I light something up Make me feel some more okay What do I do today I get high and create I'm aiming for an early casket Please attend my wake A butterfly to caterpillar I have gone through back woods Rewind entire trips of a dumb kid overacting I'm watching walls rekindle I sip a little dish soap How do you believe in these things without a bit of wisdom Drug Abuse That's what i was going to call my second album Then I lived my moments Realized who I am with or without them I jumped right back into it I felt like I could do it But my sins won't wash away No matter how I view them I sit back play with cupid I fell in love with stupid She was as dangerous as they said But God she made me human I dropped off my to-do list I can't mark off don't do shit Pretended it didn't happen Welcome to my drug abuses I think I'm about to die It's time to end my life A cemetery buried Six feet under that's my legendary Goodbye to all who listening Victi fucking did it And if I die a youngling I mean I had it coming