Hypersomnolence

If the sun is shining tell me why the city’s so cold Like I’m watching in slow motion I can feel it unfold Everything I ever wanted falling apart Just like that, leaving only a background of stark emptiness I know there’s others out there got it much worse But I can’t keep on pretending, no I can’t deny it hurts And I know every one of us has got our own challenges But I can’t see the benefits that balance out the damages Doesn’t really matter why Things turned out this way Just want to lay down and close my eyes I’m just trying to be ok Doing everything I can to stay under control But the pain in my chest is a crushing black hole Eating all of the light, surrounded by empty space Taking all my breath away and leaving only traces of Memories of good times and a life that used to be Visions of my future disappearing so that I can’t see And time heals all wounds I heard someone said But I’m having trouble hearing over voices in my head Doesn’t really matter why Things turned out this way Just want to lay down and close my eyes I’m just trying to be ok Breathing in Just let me be now Breathing out I’ll set you free now Tell me what is it about desire denied A tornado of emotions I keep locked up inside I know things don’t always go the way that you plan But why is disappointment something I can’t stand And after all this I know it’s nobody’s fault I had this little monster right inside me from the start I pray the truth is out there and I’m struggling to see I gotta keep on fighting to find something to believe in Doesn’t really matter why Things turned out this way Just want to lay down and close my eyes I’m just trying to be ok