Four Years Forgotten

I never wanted to fall apart Within a day I'm back to the start 14 years to nothing 4 years of just existing Not knowing what is coming next Just trying to fight the growing emptiness I'm breaking suffocating 14 years to nothing we didn't see this coming I'm breaking suffocating Nothing left to feel How was I supposed to deal Just give me the medicine I slipped into the dark Just give me the medicine Four years I fell I was only young Facing problems we could never understand Not knowing where to go from where I began Changes that will create me I was hurt and lost So you shut me off Didn't matter to you if I lost myself Just as long as I was calm in hell Just give me the medicine I slipped into the dark Just give me the medicine Four years I fell apart I was supposed too take the drugs You broke me down for wanting the answers When all I needed was love I will not let bad blood define me Bad blood will not define me Just give me the medicine Just give me the medicine Through determination I rewrote who I am Now I'm back better than ever