Due Punishment

Caught in irrelvant thought As my life around me rots Caught in a world I can't feel Trapped in a world that's not real What can I do to fucking please you Always changing Your fucking mind is never made up Always changing When I'm alone I fall apart Life seems to be Suffering's art Am I dead to feeling Is feeling dead to me An emptiness inside of me All these words for you Inside my head You haven't heard a single word I've said How many times have I told you How many times Slice away the skin To reveal what's within No secrets hide beneath the gore Divine the screams Like music to your ears The slower the cut the deeper the fear Just get it over with I haven't got all day I always knew that it would End this way Am I dead to feeling Is feeling dead to me An emptiness inside of me All these words for you Inside my head You haven't heard a single word I've said Punish me now for all the things that I've done Drain the life from everything and everyone Punish me now for all the shit that I've done Drain the life from everything and everyone Am I dead to feeling Is feeling dead to me An emptiness inside of me All these words for you Inside my head You haven't heard a single word I've said How many times have I told you How many times