Trapped

(So I uh, there's this one thing that hurt the most, she texted me and she said she felt Trapped. In her words, she saw me more as a friend than a partner, and that she barely Saw me so she can't understand anything) I downed a bottle this morning While I was reading all the texts that you sent You told me your heart wasn't in it So I blamed myself due to things that you said You told me that you wouldn't leave me And somehow I kinda believed you You said that you don't really see me I said that I wanted to see you Now it's hard making music I can't really prove it Can you still read my mind My dreams feeling lucid Nightmares improving I was right all this time Fighting these urges to call you Holding back tears in my eyes Don't know what I'd do if I saw you I guess that it's gonna take time You broke me down to pieces You thought that I would need this When all I need is you Tell me what more can I do (Fighting these) (Fighting these) (Fighting these urges to call you) (Fighting these) (Fighting these) (Fighting these urges to call you) (Fighting these) (Fighting these) (Fighting these urges to call you) (Fighting these) (Fighting these) Fighting these urges to call you Why the f*ck would we be friends You and I both know how it's gonna end Saying you know this'll hurt me Why the f*ck would you even begin with that You texted me and I texted you And I remember when I was out flexing you Those facetime calls that I'll never get back And that day in the car I'll just leave it that You broke me down to pieces You thought that I would need this When all I need is you Tell me what more can I do You broke me down to pieces You thought that I would need this When all I need is you Tell me what more can I do (Hey I just, I love you. I didn't to say it on our last phone call, cause I just wasn't there. I Love you Goodbye.)