know better (sped up)

kill me now inside and out I didn't even know I didn't even know better Slowly numb and i'll pop some More But please don't go Girl I'll try and do better F*ck a drug I just need your love Put my trust in you Now I'm broken again Cheating girl my heart ain't a game I'll numb my love refuse to regress I know what you'll do sometimes in excuse The things that you did but i still miss you Leave come back never learn I'm a fool Fein fein fein for the drugs i use To me you're a one and all seven billion To you i'm seven billion in one That's why i refuse to trust or to love Now about anything i don't give a f*ck I don't have feelings Numbed all my feelings I hypnotized myself into being Being an asshole blunt and so Closed off Will never fall off or open again What have you done what have you created Never been a doctor so f*ck having patience I don't saving i'm in denial Even my lyrics are my trauma in spirals Kill me now inside and out I didn't even know I didn't even know better Slowly numb and i'll pop some more But please don't go Girl I'll try and do better F*ck a drug i just need your love Put my trust in you Now I'm broken again Cheating girl my heart ain't a game I'll numb my love refuse to regress I'm so so upset You just wanted sex This will be my death We're all seeing red I'm bleeding bleeding Bleeding yeah you'll bleed Bleeding bleeding bleeding I'm bleeding out my mind