The Sound of Melancholy

Infected voices telling me I am to blame How can I take the fall when I'm insane I don't feel like going out today I'm busy keeping my demons away What's the point in caring about yourself It makes you selfish Am I selfish I don't think I'm selfish But am I selfish I'm trying so hard not to fall into my mind Sorry if you don't hear from me today I'll come back sometime Just dunno when I'll be back some time But until then… I'm fighting a losing battle Every single night I'm going nowhere Another fight Tomorrow's another day Till then, what do I do I shouldn't be here Please mind your tone I know I shouldn't be here I'm on my own I have a list of things wrong with me If you read it, you'd agree Agoraphobic But also ambiverted I'm losing brain cells Trying to fit in Why does no one like me Why can't I fit in I'm trying so hard not to fall into my mind Sorry if you don't hear from me today I'll come back sometime Just dunno when I'll be back some time But until then… I'm fighting a losing battle Every single night I'm going nowhere Another fight Tomorrow's another day Till then, what do I do I shouldn't be here Please mind your tone I know I shouldn't be here I'm on my own I'm drowning in a black abyss I put myself here long ago My mind is full of anger and bitterness If I pop a couple pills I'm drowning in a black abyss I put myself here long ago My mind is full of anger and bitterness If I pop a couple pills Will I be okay Will I be okay Am I okay Please tell me that I'll be okay I wanna be okay I'm trying so hard not to fall into my mind Sorry if you don't hear from me today I'll come back sometime Just dunno when I'll be back some time But until then… I'm fighting a losing battle Every single night I'm going nowhere Another fight Tomorrow's another day Till then, what do I do I shouldn't be here Please mind your tone I know I shouldn't be here I'm on my own I'm fighting a losing battle Every single night (every night) I'm going nowhere (I'm going nowhere) Another fight (Another fight) Tomorrow's another day (not another day) Till then, what do I do (what do I do?) I shouldn't be here (I shouldn't be here) Please mind your tone (mind your tone) I know I shouldn't be here (I shouldn't be here) I'm on my own (I've never been so alone)