Broken

Maybe if I wasn't scared Or maybe if I didn't care No matter what others think It won't get the best of me My heart is racing I can't breathe I cannot focus on anything Maybe they just hate me Or maybe I'm just thinking too much It's like a rollercoaster I can't get over It's up then down, I can't get closure Nothing's working Am I broken? In the long run, it won't matter But in this moment I feel like I'm overpowered Someone pull me out I need a hand right now It's like a rollercoaster I can't get over I'm moving backwards not getting closer Nothing's working I think I'm broken I might have gone a bit too far And lost myself in the dark I'm on my knees Take this pain away from me And I'm sorry I left the party Im scared that you just don't really want me there Paranoia is holding me down I can't control the way that I feel right now Do you even care what I'm saying? or You have to be here that's why your staying? oh I wanna go home