around the edges

Alone again And all the thoughts I've laid to rest Come creeping back again I've come to terms so many times And still the darkness ever circles in A fog around the edges Barely hiding all the messes in its wake I am learning to control it But I don't know how much more I can take Tell me there is something more At the end of this road I've been needing something more I'm at the end of my rope I've been hanging here for way too long Trying to act like I don't have the same sad thoughts The mask is heavy But I just can't seem to take it off I can't take it off, no Put on a face like it's all okay Try to cover up that I feel insane No, not today You are not going to see that I'm going crazy I'm going crazy It's like, three steps forward And two steps back Try to clear my head Get back on track Then it's one step forward And two steps back And I'm right back Where I started at It's like, three steps forward And two steps back Try to clear my head Get back on track Then it's one step forward And two steps back And I'm right back Where I started at Tell me there is something more At the end of this road I've been needing something more to go on 'Cause I'm at the end of my rope