fallen angel

I am God's angel that fell from the top My wings have broken, now my body shall rot Tell me what hell's like, is it burning hot? Or is it like jumping from cliffs into rocks? Sun melting sky doesn't make me feel high I sit in the grass as tears fall from my eyes Pain is my happiness, guess that's the price My life is a gamble as I roll the dice Dark fallen angels are my only savior Alone in this ocean, I'm just a lost sailor Can't find my light, I'm a fuckin' failure Losing my mind like I'm Charles Xavier I spoke to the Devil, he said I was fine The clock slowly ticks, am I out of my time? The wind sings these dark, hallow, eerie, cold hymns I'm chained to a rock, can't get out of this bind I am God's angel that fell from the top My wings have broken, now my body shall rot Tell me what hell's like, is it burning hot? Or is it like jumping from cliffs into rocks? How can I be so helpless, such a mess? I live through the pain 'cause that's what feels the best Dopamine high lets my feelings express Enter my coffin, my death is my rest Rose petals drift in the dark dreary night Like angel feathers, now I cannot take flight Can't tame the beast, now my heart, he shall bite Six feet under, the sky has no more light, I… I…I just keep I just keep falling I don't wanna live anymore I don't have a purpose I just wanna die I just wanna die He has punished me Slaughter the lambs, now the pacifist griefs Pain looks so good, now the masochist eats Reside in the room where the Baphomet sleeps Trust in the wolf, disappear like the sheep Key to Eden has dropped into the river Water so cold that my body just shivers Drown in my poison, then cut out the liver Scavenge my body, take a slice or a sliver Trapped in a changing maze, settin' my soul ablaze Counting off my days inside this empty cave I am the Devil's slave, my future's in a grave Bite the apple I crave, my life I cannot save Reflections of remorse, I need to be changing course My voice is getting hoarse, constantly fighting wars Can't open up these doors, I'm a ghost like Lenore My body's on the floor, discarded, washed ashore I am God's angel that fell from the top My wings have broken, now my body shall rot Tell me what hell's like, is it burning hot? Or is it like jumping from cliffs into rocks? I am God's angel that fell from the top My wings have broken, now my body shall rot Tell me what hell's like, is it burning hot? Or is it like jumping from cliffs into rocks? Kill me