New Year's Day

This life ain't promised Flies fast can't process The moment I want to freeze it and then hold it with caution This time of the year just feels Surreal Like the sunset, like a vintage memory reel I'm sitting in my bed and watching everybody They say time slows around the time you find yourself somebody But i been riding solo for longer than i can let you in I built these walls for myself but they're caving in And the question is Never mind I got too many Like are you out there for me? Okay you're mine like solely? I bet you shine like the fireworks in the night I'm just a kid that pretends to be adult like Time of our lives We just watch it passing by The midnight shines like fireflies But I hate goodbyes And that's why I don't like the new year's eve I don't like the way it feels Cause I'll miss all the memories And the ones i left behind me yeah I don't mean to make it weird But I kinda got this fear Please tell me it's gonna be okay And hold my hands till the light of day But Im here just to sing you melodies But I'm here just to give you symphonies Baby I'm here to get you in your feels Get you in your feels Get in your feelings Baby you know this time of the year All the stars start singing to my ears But i speak and no one seems to hear No one sees me here And I'm just sitting here watching Time of our lives We just watch it passing by People high up in the sky Flying to the other side And that's why I don't like the new year's eve I don't like the way it feels Cause I'll miss all the memories And the ones i left behind me yeah I don't mean to make it weird But I kinda got this fear Please tell me it's gonna be okay And hold my hands till the light of day Day Day Day On new year's day Day Day Day On new year's day