Clown Show

Put a Xanax to my face damn near everyday Anxiety tripping I just hope it take the pain away Ball ball ball like Tim this be the harder way Cupid keep on letting me down I need a heart today Yea I wake up then i'm sunken in a black hole Pill pop, eyes they low up off the Benzos My past life, chasing after me I can't let go Can't makeup, from my past this ain't the Clown Show Welcome to my office of pain come read my file Black nails heavy metal up on my vinyl's I look around I see people talking I shut they pie hole Like y'all must've forgot i'm balling hard like Drose Even though i'm down on the ground ima rise like a rose I live a rockstar life watch the crowd fill the rows Im a real sad boy can't you hear it in my tone But don't never get it twisted cause i'm bad to the bone I wake up call the guy's I tell em that i'm starting to feel alone They started saying that you know we got your back right or wrong Yea I know I got you guys but that's not the time i'm on Cause I just want a girl to hold me down when ion feel at home My ex keep blowing up my phone Tryna see what i'm on I text back like i'm just chilling whole time I know that i'm wrong Because my bro nem told me that she bad news leave her alone She broke my heart the first time every since my pain grown But I still feel I can't let go of her Gotta keep my eyes open I don't want this to blur She my lean I drank her up then I talk with a slur All these other girls can't compare I put em to the curve They can't touch her either just don't know thats bad germs Lol i'm joking Im single as you hear this verse Cause my ex put me in the grave And I still feel the dirt Overthinking them moments sometimes I make my heartburn Put a Xanax to my face damn near everyday Anxiety tripping I just hope it take the pain away Ball ball ball like Tim this be the harder way Cupid keep on letting me down I need a heart today Yea I wake up then i'm sunken in a black hole Pill pop, eyes they low up off the Benzos My past life, chasing after me I can't let go Can't makeup, from my past this ain't the Clown Show