Dark Story

Ahhhh Ahhhh No I don't wanna die today Can't see my mama filled with pain Codeine on the table Yea, I can't let it go to waste It's times I wanted to give up but I was taught to fight each day Easily i'm in my mind off the choices I had made So I had started tripping off the drugs hoping I'll be okay Whole time they had made it worse, I just gave my demons a raise Got all these thoughts inside my head hope i'm going through a phase I can't lie to fall asleep i'm a little to afraid Because what if I never wake or I wake up in a place The place we go when we die The place that we all hate Not talking about the heaven gates i'm talking bout the gates of hell I don't mean to think this way I tried to changed but I had failed I don't mean to scare you all but this a true story I tell So jot this down Write this down And put this up on a shelf I don't like to tell my problems so everyone listen up Encode everything I say inside your mind and your ears All alone that's something that I never wanna feel I speak my problems tell my problems hoping that someone could heal Not even Dr.Phil can help me with all the thangs I'm facing You can't decode what can't be decoded my life a living Matrix Sunny days and bright days sum ion see All I see is dark dark dark and nosebleeds Im praying and praying that I don't fall like leaves Slaying and Slaying until all my demons leave me Lord please help me out this situation I gave my soul to you but my heart steady blazing Demons hit me with a left right now i'm in the pavement Then they dragged me to the deepest part of the basement No I don't wanna die today Can't see my mama filled with pain Codeine on the table Yea, I can't let it go to waste It's times I wanted to give up but I was taught to fight each day Easily i'm in my mind off the choices I had made So I had started tripping off the drugs hoping I'll be okay Whole time they had made it worse, I just gave my demons a raise Got all these thoughts inside my head hope i'm going through a phase I can't lie to fall asleep i'm a little to afraid Because what if I never wake or I wake up in a place The place we go when we die The place that we all hate Not talking about the heaven gates i'm talking bout the gates of hell I don't mean to think this way I tried to changed but I had failed I don't mean to scare you all but this a true story I tell So jot this down Write this down And put this up on a shelf I don't like to tell my problems so everyone listen up Encode everything I say inside your mind and your ears