Misery

On the outside i'm hot Inside i'm cold This some I can't help this ain't some I chose My feelings breaking out Finna explode I try to hold it in but this feeling to strong Drown in my misery Face all my enemies Them be the demons inside of me I'm talking bout social anxiety I won't last in this world Tables turn Thinking bad makes me burn But y'all don't care lesson learned Its so many things that I go through I just need somebody to say that I love you Hi i'm mister sad guy Would you like to take a look inside my insides Well no you still wouldn't understand I'm just a lost boy in wonderland All I do is wonder wonder wonder About taking the wrong turn People say they know my hurt But I know they don't so I tell em to my percs I popped like three but it feel like they don't work The way that i'm moving ima end up in the dirt On the outside i'm hot Inside i'm cold This some I can't help this ain't some I chose My feelings breaking out Finna explode I try to hold it in but this feeling to strong Drown in my misery Face all my enemies Them be the demons inside of me I'm talking bout social anxiety I won't last in this world Tables turn Thinking bad makes me burn But y'all don't care lesson learned So many demons in the inside of me Everyday yea they steady killing me Runaway Runway its a killing spree Cause everyday everyday yea they killing me Woahhh Woahh Help my mental please I don lost all my strength now i'm on my knees I been tryna break these locks without no keys But I can't give up things gonna get better Take out my heart wrap it up in a sweater For it can fight through the cold Time to fight my demons don't wanna die slow On the outside i'm hot Inside i'm cold This some I can't help this ain't some I chose My feelings breaking out Finna explode I try to hold it in but this feeling to strong Drown in my misery Face all my enemies Them be the demons inside of me I'm talking bout social anxiety I won't last in this world Tables turn Thinking bad makes me burn But y'all don't care lesson learned