LLC (Long Live Chris)

You told me that you love me But I wasn't there when you needed me Now I don't know how to grieve Now I don't know how to breathe I could've save you but I didn't Now I'm stuck in this room in my feelins Knowin that I could've saved you Knowin that you felt that pain too Knowin that you felt that rain too I thought I said enough to save you But I fooled myself into believing so I'm gonna miss everything about you My sandbox Brotha there will be no other Why couldn't you call my phone when you felt alone Instead you was numbing your pain while home alone Wish you had called my phone You told me that you love me But I wasn't there when you needed me Now I don't know how to grieve Now I don't know how to breathe You told me that you love me But I wasn't there when you needed me Now I don't know how to grieve Now I don't know how to breathe Now I'm yelling out LLC Now I'm yelling out Long Live Chris We was in the sandbox before this You me my brother and yours We used to talk about our childhood and more I told you don't go I want our sons to grow up together To sit laugh and play Like we did back in the day The last things I said was "how you holding up bro" You said "just chillin gettin high" I didn't reply till six and a half hours passed by I will never forgive myself for that Before you was taking drugs tryna numb the pain I truly believe you wanted to stay But you were tryna numb everythang Till you didn't feel a thang You told me that you love me But I wasn't there when you needed me Now I don't know how to grieve Now I don't know how to breathe You told me that you love me But I wasn't there when you needed me Now I don't know how to grieve Now I don't know how to breathe All you wanted was a family We as men need hugs too We as men need love too All these things in my head don't make it okay What if I would've picked you up that day? I wouldn't have to plan another R.I.P tattoo on me You were one of the ones who believed in me In making it in this music industry So now I gotta chase this dream For you and me Seeing you lay there like you were asleep But wasn't breathing It fuckin broke me It fuckin broke me You told me that you love me But I wasn't there when you needed me Now I don't know how to grieve Now I don't know how to breathe You told me that you love me But I wasn't there when you needed me Now I don't know how to grieve Now I don't know how to breathe