Purpose

I been through the worst I know how it hurts yeah I Been in the dirt You can find me in a hearse yeah I been tryna search Can't seem to find my purpose I been through the worst I know how it hurts yeah I been in the dirt You can find me in a hearse yeah Can't seem to find my purpose I was so low I was so down Nobody really give a f*ck about me now See I was Tryna blow I was making sound I don't really think it worked out Now how could I do this Risk my whole life being stupid If this was a movie Shit I'd probably be the one with the cold sweats And I can't sleep no more Knowing I just can't seem to forget How I move on I can only think about what I do wrong I feel like I'm taking way too long Writing every word with a noose on I Can't seem to grasp it My future just sits in my hands But I think bout my past Question if I can last Cause I just can't seem to break through If you were in my place what would you do I been through the worst I know how it hurts yeah I Been in the dirt You can find me in a hearse yeah I been Tryna search Can't seem to find my purpose I been through the worst I know how it hurts yeah I been in the dirt You can find me in a hearse yeah Can't seem to find my purpose Can't seem to find my purpose Thinking I should sell my soul Cause I'm feeling worthless I be spending my days working Feeling like I fucking bathe in dirt man I don't know Where to go I just wanna go On my own So I got no expectations No need to explain shit Think I need a vacation I been feeling so lame cause I can't seem to justify my actions Going M.I.A like subtraction I ain't mean to break our relationship By any means gotta make it I mean that shit I ain't mean to break our relationship By any means gotta make it I mean that shit I been through the worst I know how it hurts yeah I Been in the dirt You can find me in a hearse yeah I been Tryna search Can't seem to find my purpose I been through the worst I know how it hurts yeah I been in the dirt You can find me in a hearse yeah Can't seem to find my purpose I don't want to be here no more I just want to leave be no more Please leave me be by the closed door Everybody seen me go numb I don't want to be here no more I just want to leave be no more Please leave me be by the closed door Everybody seen me go numb