Shit Changed

I ain't ever have much Shit changed People all around me Disdain Held me under where Thought I'd never make it out Till I came from the bottom like a shit stain I ain't ever have much Till it quit raining People all around me Big lame Tryna f*ck with my mental If god sent you why the hell you acting like the devil I know the cycle F*ck with my brain Know the motors don't like you I'm whipping my chains Spitting em flames Guess you should call me the ghost rider Cause You trapped in a cage You ain't no saint Probably should pray Cause no one escapes There's hunger in games When you mocking my name And I'm off to the races I'm shameless When standing up for all the shit I believe in I'm angry I might just go off in a minute You beef and I'm hunting in season Don't worry about taste When I bring out the Tens, Twenty’s, Fifties, Hundreds Got you running from me I ain't worry bout nothing Timbs, Louie, Gucci, Prada I been spending reckless Like I only wear designer Still ain't treat me right Cause I think I got a problem I been moving them bricks Into new places Who's pacing Me when I got on them blue laces New face And it ain't rearranging Corrupt from the pressure society putting Erupt had enough and he's dying He couldn't Grow up and mature Cause he's tryna be cool Throw up from the poison he's put himself through But he thinks that it's worth it Impressing these people Who do not deserve him Then when he falls off They gone really dessert him Who hurt him It's always the closest That treat you like burdens So close it They all tryna find they way in They won't ever find you again They say suicide is a sin Damn They pushing your ass to the edge Then try to say that they're a friend Damn that's a good joke Try and tell me something I don't really fucking know You see I don't get it If you got my back Tell me why you ain't near it I'm hearing you talk But don't look in the mirror Your appearance It ain't what you think You never been shot You just taking a drink Your life is a fantasy Living a dream And that's why I'm dragging you Into the sink When you under the water I'm drowning the bottles Got you looking up to me Ain't no role model I'm living free inside your brain Need remodel If you disrespect me Take three and we on em Grabbing the bat man So we just be Robin I keep on sonning you Just like a condom I don't be hating Just do what I gotta I guess I'm an asshole With nothing but problems Oh my I ain't got no invites I get what I been like I got loads of issues in my head I'd Rather stay away from them fights Too much to worry bout They tryna hurry me I'm in a rush And they talking bout urgency I'm out here making a name for myself I'm out here fixing the rain for myself I'm out here taking the reigns For my health Then my family Wealth And my sanity Planning on damaging Anyone standing in front of me Man enough don't give a f*ck You ain't standing here I'm on a whole another level I'm better off lonely Can't no one control me Cause I'm slowly slipping I'm losing my grip on reality My only wish No more being paid hourly I let the numbers keep talking I don't got too many options If I did there ain't no way you could stop me But I keep on working alone in my office Better watch the rise I'm optimised My lif'es on the line But I work through exhaustion Can't take no more losses Now I'm at the edge And I'm made for these moments That I can't let go of Cause if I do I just don't if I'll go on And I think I'm losing control of my focus I'm making it through everything I'm the chosen one