Grow Older!

Woah, woah, woah Woah, woah Yeah, yeah, yeah I'm sorry, for all of the weight I've put on your shoulders I was too busy getting pockets big as boulders And now my heart colder I wish I never hurt you 'cause girl with you I just wanted to grow older And now I'm all alone stuffing these songs in my folder I really hate the fact that both you and me are over Well you 'cause my love still there I know you think 'bout how this shi' my fault and how this shi' ain't fair Shit I'on get it Probably 'cause I'm hella demented And because hella narcissistic There's no saving me forget it I know you're tired of my bitchin' I know you're ready to make a switch But you're just scared 'cause I'm psychotic But girl I promise you you're safe Bae you're allowed to part our ways Can no longer beg you to stay If you hate me and all of my ways Slowly starting to hate my own face I can't even look my own way Can't even seem to make a change Everything still feels the same I want to tell you about how I want to kill myself But I'on wanna worry you But I'on wanna worry you And I want to tell you about how I've been hurting myself But I'on wanna worry you But I'on wanna worry you Still you think that I do not love you I know I did wrong girl, but it's always been you You're the one who leaves my brain all confused I loved that and I still love that about you Nothing's simple with you Which means nothing gets repeated I miss seeing All of you're different moods But now when you're around You're either in love or confused, 'fused Wondering if you love me And if I am worth the energy Then you stop acting all lovely How lovely One second you hate me, the next second you f*ck me But it don't feel the same as when you used to touch me It feel like the thought in your head, "That boy disgust me" I'm sorry, for all of the weight I've put on your shoulders I was too focused getting pockets big as boulders And now my heart colder I wish I never hurt you 'cause with you girl I just wanted to grow older Huh, woah, woah, woah, woah, woah