Cosmic Sorrow

Spider bites in my ears tonight A girl came over last night And we played it real tight I have a jug filled with sprite No just kidding it's Jack And I downed the whole bottle Till that girl she attack Cosmic sorrow I be on borrowed time anyways I just hate my life for a certain reason Cuz I have to be saved Cosmic sorrow I be on borrowed time anyways I just hate my life for a certain reason Cuz I have to be saved Spider bites in my ears tonight A girl came over last night And we played it real tight I have a jug filled with sprite No just kidding it's Jack And I downed the whole bottle Till that girl she attack There's no reason for me to be alive But yet I persist And the purpose Because of hope A hope I should never ever have It's hope that this could ever something more Than it is A human life It's disgusting What is the reason I exist Lookin like it's story time with Ira Time to give in to it I suppose I had a dream about you a couple times In my mind, you were light, and I felt it It felt right, but I guess it's not Guess that's just how it is Let's get into it Would've given you my life Would've never had strife but These things have just changed I would've never had had a better day then You and I layin under trees, your face Face to face I see your face change Eyes were bright but fade away strange Saw the light inside my life Coulda been a better man Suppose I let you down twice Said a few things that I shouldn't Been a few things that I wouldn't Coulda been with you, couldn't I'll keep my doors open just a crack Never even gonna look back Because I know that doors just Where it always has been that's facts