Somebody I Despise

I try to look at our lives from your eyes And all I see in me is somebody I despise I'm sorry for being me Somebody you don't want me to be You can go be free When you wake up You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen Tell me all your sins They mean nothing to me I thought I heard you crying I wish I knew how to end your pain Give me a sign Are you breathing? Are you fine I can't lie to you I hate myself and want to die I try to look at our lives from your eyes And all I see in me is somebody I despise There's something that is true I'm just as broken as you I can feel the drips on me Can you feel the drips on you I can I can I try to look at our lives from your eyes And all I see in me is somebody I despise Oh, psyche Why can't you be set free You mean so much to me You mean so much to me And the way you have my mind Circling around is like a carousel I'm in hell, can't you tell And you mean so much to me Yes, you mean so much to me And you mean so much to me Yes, you mean so much to me And you mean so much to me Yes, you mean so much to me