The Hermit

May I admit to being MIA I was trapped in away In my own mental maze Felt like I needed a break A first-class getaway Thoughts a fleet of Paper Planes Flying haphazardly Devil had me in chains Knew what I'd entertain And what was entertaining was the anime Binge Yasuke and tell My worries urusee Usually it'd be the flow That would take hold But something from my soul Told me never let go The Law of Rhythm and rhymes Pieces that make me whole Still I'd be doubting my shine Cause deep down trauma resides So I took time to grind and Find the healing that I need Which would lead to Meditations seeing seas of trees Saw in life I'm a light and Also still a simple seed Underground in the darkness Growing the roots to be The mighty tree of life flowers And fruits totaling thirteen Funny Twenty Twenty a year to see clear Would leave my vision blurry cause of despair Away I had been turning from inward repair To hard to let my old self meet the reaper To finally face myself I wasn't prepared To many wounds I've stuffed down and let deepen As the truth behind all of my demons Now I transmute and find Strength in every weakness On these bars you need to meditate Only way they'll deeply resonate Giving value till I'm getting paid What I'm learning in this hermit phase Son I'm shining don't remove your shades Using pain to now light my way Giving value till I'm getting paid What I'm learning in this hermit phase