My Hero

The clock is ticking I feel like my time has ended Had a vision My wishes went from fact to fiction Lavish livin I don't even have a pot to piss in Lost in sickness, mosh pit inside my mental prison Crack a smile then my cerebellum gets to twitchin "You thought you'd make it out" I guess I'm just a failure innit "You thought we wouldn't break you" Maybe but who am i kiddin Its like I fall everytime it seems that I've ascended To the vomit like a dog when I repented I can't see through the fog Will I make it through it all Will I milly to the head and blow my brain away Or will I drop down to my knees and shout amazing Grace You was supposed guide me You was supposed to lead me I don't really think These people see me I gave you my all now I'm feeling like a zero, Mad and crying out you was supposed to be my hero You was supposed to be my hero But you treat me like a zero Am I supposed to be my hero But I feel just like a zero You was supposed to be my hero But you treat me like a zero Am I supposed to be my hero But I feel just like a zero Lock and load Bout to make this Glock explode You said we'd grow but your story's filled with lots of holes I'm just an average Joe stuck out in the rain and cold Looking for a way to free myself from this pain I hold Post traumatic stress disorder from this weight I fold With the pressure making diamonds, I'm a lump of coal You never know who is real fake is all I know My peace and joy is what they steal I'm so sick of foes Pick and choose where I land my feet to break the mold Written rules put me in my place and kill my goals I pray to rise but I still feel like I have no soul Dead inside From walking on this lonely road Who am I To tell you which way to go Every time I try to win all I do is lose Everything I tried to hide I'm here to expose Out here lookin like a fraud puttin on a show You was supposed to be my hero But you treat me like a zero Am I supposed to be my hero But I feel just like a zero You was supposed to be my hero But you treat me like a zero Am I supposed to be my hero But I feel just like a zero