Fading Rose (feat. Maz)

Sometimes I still feel lonely Even when you're with me I called you one and only Oh baby can't you see That my tank is all empty I can't find my way home A second feels like centuries Our love's a fading rose It's like I'm in comatose everytime I come to pick you up I know you're lying to yourself that this is real love You know I'm shielding my mental health by blocking feelings I think without me you'd be better off 'cause This shit's messing with me I told you from the beginning that I'm not ready for something real, obsessing with it I need to heal, grow, finally move forward, Learn what it means to be alone like a real grown-up But it's true that I'm at peace when I'm lying next to you sleeping Calmly breathing, my heart rate's decreasing My body felt disjointed, my mind disconnected Now everytime we're fucking, I feel like I'm resurrected And it's kinda thanks to you, I stopped feeling ugly The person that will marry you is really fucking lucky I hope you know I cherish you but hope that you will dump me, Cause I don't wanna do that but I'll have to, I'm sorry but Sometimes I still feel lonely Even when you're with me I called you one and only Oh baby can't you see That my tank is all empty I can't find my way home A second feels like centuries Our love's a fading rose In a garden full of flowers Our love's a fading rose We could give it all our hours But it never really grows No love in your eyes Your hands still feel cold Your heart made of ice It doesn't need warmth Like a fading rose Falling to the ground Making no sound Woah That's the way it goes I know you'll come around Without a doubt Woah Sometimes I still feel lonely Even when you're with me I called you one and only Oh baby can't you see That my tank is all empty I can't find my way home A second feels like centuries Our love's a fading rose