Locked Dreams

Why would I want to live longer when this life has so much bullshit to carry on with An after life, with a second chance I live wrong but still repent to be a better man Who am I kidding People are crazy Good friends that claim to be with me when I was down That was in the past Those same friends aren't around Follow the natural order When you die you'll go into natures order Still alive in the earth you survive Your energy revives I look back Still having this nagging feeling Badder than what it seemed My mindset got stuck on bad things I misdirect blame to anyone that Would deam me worthy of something higher Who am I But just another living being