Darkness // Degrade

There is nothing left of me I've given it all away Everything that I'm supposed to be Is overshadowed by the ghost of me No comfort No peace Cold hard dose of reality Swimming endlessly in red In my torment Breaking on the walls of anxiety Every time I look in the mirror All I see are these twisted shapes Reaching out for a hand to guide me I don't accept my fate The hell I made I fall apart Holding on to dreams and I feel like it's too late Lost in the waves my life consumed The hell I made I fall apart Holding on to dreams and I feel like it's too late Lost in the waves My life consumed Trapped behind the mask In your judgement Set upon the lack of oxygen Never heard Never cared for Spiral down Into the hell I've made Falling Falling apart Haunted by my dreams of self harm Drift way Fade away Reflected in the words that I just can't say The darkness degrades me My fear only shapes me Searching for the way Bound to the hands of fate We all search for something Redemption or one chance To gain everything were dying to be No comfort, no peace It always comes in fucking waves The uneasy calm after the fallout The storm rages on, inside my head Every-time I look in the mirror I feel this is not really me Just living life to pass time by Knowing one day I'm only gonna die The hell I made I fall apart Holding onto dreams and I feel like it's too late Lost in the waves my life consumed The hell I made I fall apart Holding onto dreams and I feel like it's too late Lost in the waves my life consumed I shouldn't have let it go this far A second of peace, a final escape Is all I could've asked for I'm sorry that I almost left this place And You're in pain And I know I can never take it back I can never take it back I can see the end The darkness degrades me My fear only shapes me Searching for the way Bound to the hands of fate I'm so sorry I'm so damn sorry I can never take it back No comfort, no peace Cold hard dose of reality Swimming endlessly in red In my torment I can never take it back