Reluctancy

I'm afraid of failing you But let's face the truth It's something I am prone to do It's not that I want to I'm afraid of loving you It's not that I don't But if I get too close It will all fall through It will all fall through What should I do If I'm too afraid to get too close to you But I want to But I want to I'm afraid of hurting you But if I hide away If I give into what my thoughts say What will I lose I might break too Will I pull through Will I pull through What should I do If I'm too afraid to get too close to you But I want to But I want to I can't give you what you're used to No matter how hard I try No matter what I say or do Let's face the truth What should I do If I'm too afraid to get too close to you What should I do If I'm too afraid to get too close to you But I want to But I want to