Fragile Shadows

Lights blue fast now Bottle in my hand oh wow Feeling so low don't know how I got here but I'm here now Smoke clouds on my mind yeah Pills on the table can't lie Thoughts race they don't comply Asking myself why why why Lost in the night can't find my way out Drowning in pain can't scream can't shout Searching for peace it's nowhere about Hold on tight don't fade out no doubt All night Every day These thoughts will not go away Taking medication the pills they are not helping me Ask god get on my knees and I beg and pray What do I even live for No control bad thoughts oh oh oh Want another chance at life please come my way Red droplets on the floor Big blue puddles make my eyes sore Crawl into a hole and hide away Yeah I don't care no more I'm crying in my bed and my eyes are sore I don't even know if I was happy before But now I'm feeling numb and like there's years of pain to cure All I see is darkness no light of day Maybe even take my life let me fly away I just want them to understand what I'm going through Maybe then they'd try and lend a helping hand too People like me don't really tend to bother But then that feeling hits your guts and your thoughts start to hover Then your vision starts to cloud but not like clouds in summer I'm talking rain pouring rain in the stormy weather All the rage kept inside starts to uncover Then the screaming and the raging pain like no other I just wanna feel loved but I feel so broken I just gotta say goodbye but those words unspoken What do I even live for No control bad thoughts oh oh oh Want another chance at life please come my way Red droplets on the floor Big blue puddles make my eyes sore Crawl into a hole and hide away Yeah What do I even live for No control bad thoughts oh oh oh Want another chance at life please come my way Red droplets on the floor Big blue puddles make my eyes sore Crawl into a hole and hide away Yeah