Pretend

Being close I felt alone Being held I felt so cold Do you think this is how it has to be   I’m not okay Just trying to smile to let you feel I am I just pretend   I was wrong, my hope made me doubt I was loved by your broken soulHuhHuh   Every day I had a choice But you put me into dirt I could die from your decisions   I’m not okay Just trying to smile to let you feel I am So I can’t handle it   I was wrong, my hope made me doubt I was loved by your broken soulHuhHuh