Do or Die

I'm all alone here in my thoughts And I've never been so lost There's a battle in my mind I'm scared to leave this all behind I can't rewind And I'm sorry I didn't try But I can't define What's going through my mind But It's about sacrifice And disappointment Every other day you say to me We're going nowhere It's time we took a good hard look Is it fate? do you think that we really deserve this It's never black and white It's always do or die And I don't feel like making the sun rise for you When it doesn't hold a candle to the ones in the magazines You and I will never hold a candle to the scenes on the movie screen It's about sacrifice And disappointment Every other day you say to me We're going nowhere It's time we took a good hard look Is it fate? Do you think that we really deserve this It's never black and white It's do or die And I don't feel like making the sun rise for you When it doesn't hold a candle to the ones in the magazines Is it fate Is it fake Do you think that we really deserve this Is it fate Is it fake Do you think that we really deserve this Would it be the same if I numb the pain I'd try an drown you out again It's getting harder every time With your voice repeating in my Repeating in my mind