Clouds

I long so deeply To feel the safety And peace of Jesus The river flows freely But I have hardly Stopped to take a drink I can't fucking see past these lines I don't even cry when I write them Are all of you idiots blind There's no God on high that can save you Or at least he doesn't want to Oh God, help me feel Oh God, pull this trigger or I will My life's in your hands My life, it is worthless and beautiful These clouds of doubt Everyone sees right through me But I can't see past myself My soul is broken My heart is longing For you to save me Is anybody out there Is anybody out there Is anybody out there God, can you hear me I can't fucking see I long so deeply To feel the safety And peace of Jesus The river flows freely But I have hardly Stopped to take a drink Oh God, help me feel Oh God, pull this trigger or I will My life's in your hands My life, it is worthless and beautiful