A//d (demo)

How many times Will I lose track How many lies To keep my mind at ease How many nights Will I stay trapped in my mind Endless cycles Born to hate this world Complacent average So sadly sick Anxiety takes its hold Depression takes its toll Is it even worth it? Do I attempt heal? This is getting old I can't relive this moment Can't stomach to do it again Slowly kill myself Purge me of this feeling Is it even worth it? When nothing helps Nothing helps Nothing helps And I'm done trying to fucking explain Nothing helps I can't relive this moment Can't stomach to do it again Slowly kill myself Purge me of this feeling A and D! F*ck No chance, no hope, an empty shell What do I do? Why does nothing help? Every waking moment (I'm in hell) I'M IN HELL