Breathe

My girl say I ain't home enough or I stay on the phone too much Baby sister growin' up I ain't around to show her stuff Progress slowin' up Sometimes the road is rough Gas bill overdue Headed for the coldest months Patience being tested, too many questions Thought I had the answers Maybe I was guessin' Keep makin' the same mistake Never learn my lesson i see the progression Seems that I'm regressin' Tired of bein' wired need An outlet for aggression Tired of bein' tired Still stuck in this depression Feel like I'm destined to Be in this profession Family think I'm crazy cause Of my complexion interviewers pressin' Parents always stressin' Don't know how to live up To what people are expectin' To find a peace of mind To truly be refreshin' Wish I had somebody else's shoes That I could step in Breathe, take time to reflect I've been stressed that my mind is wreck I need a moment to breathe Try to unwind for a sec' I can feel it in my spine and my neck I need a moment to breathe (Breathe) I need a moment to breathe (Breathe) I need a moment to breathe (Breathe) I need a moment to breathe (Breathe) So now a hand full of new jacks Dealt into the game Wanna pull the king's card So they mentionin' my name They wanna up the ante cause They jealous of the fame They know I'm at a level That they never could attain So now they try to Undermine everything I've gained New flavor every week, the recipes the same The pressures of the game I'm weathering the rain To get to the sunshine No pleasure without pain but I I can't believe it's my Name you clowns sayin' The trail I've blazed Is the lane you now racin' But I've paved the ground And laid the foundation You can't take my crown Just pray for salvation But I ain't hatin' Nah I've been supportive So I ain't even mad at 'em I'm just disappointed But I can't lose my mind and React off of foolish pride move in stride Let 'em throw stones 'til I'm crucified I smoke and wheeze Smokin' trees is my cure for my own disease The only way I know to keep my soul at ease Cause I've been gettin' no relief From the dose of grief That always seems to undermine The goals I've reached I don't know if I should give Up or go to sleep or keep breakin' days Stay awake and follow hopeless dreams They sayin' that I'm prayin' On broken knees That what I'm chasin' is like Jason with the golden fleece When I find it, I'ma hold a feast Invite all the beasts Invite each one of us to hold a piece peace Cause we could fight for it forever But we all probably prosper if We fight for it together The triflin' for cheddar Is stifling the pleasure The merit of my music A meiser couldn't measure A true sinner's conscious is Lighter than a feather Try to keep this all in mind When I'm sizin' up the treasure when I