DREAMS AWAIT

Uh The big boy was never good at the sport Never picked first, for either the field or the court, uh (yeah) Feels good to have your peer's validation Kinda hard to acknowledge when deep down you hate yourself I make beats to hopefully reach all the lost souls Becoming hard to blend in when you're never involved Forever stay a mystery till the end of time unsolved Take some leaves out of my book and then you'll see how so Never seen, never checked, never mentioned They never talk about the cards that I lent them All I can do is sit back and wait for the evidence Done all I can do, I look past, there's no respecting them Maybe one day that'll mean something Huh All the effort to try and push others, amounted to nothing Same words coming out of my mouth Wasting time, always checking, I'm forever in doubt Yeah, yeah Placed in position we, uh Showing 'em now, you gotta show me love, you gotta show me what's up You spending time with everybody else at the bar Show my kill Hunting trophies never enough Though I'm still Rushes cope and thicken the blood Never real, still I'm gutted that I woke up And now I see it in In the flashing, in the speakers, in the record spin Is it too late for the records and the everything F*ck He's only seventeen, let's give him everything, yeah But the position we play Dreams Await Running out of time If he's a gun, the pessimism will step into his hollow barrel and blow Yo, I've been down, I've been used, I feel worthless, it's all nonsense Now I'm steady chasing profits They seldom see me at my lowest but I'm coping fine Building myself with good character only takes time In a year I'll look back and laugh It's only somewhat amusing when it's all in the past I ain't cried since my sister died, it's been hard to sleep at night I've been lost but I still ain't afraid to fight Awaiting dreams, dreaming bout a brand new life I'm steady working hard, but sometimes dreams be getting in the way of art I need some time to just think I haven't allowed myself to do that, I feel this boat will sink Every waterfall has it's brink I'm just longing for when the money and music finally link Money in decline, just like water in a sink Making sure every single lyric arrives succinct, uh