Fucked Up

Life's been fucked up lately you wouldn't understand So stressed out why you think there's shaking in my hand Gotta get my money up and give my dad a grand Never beat around the bush cause I'm following my plan Lately I been writing down my thoughts Last night I had a dream and saw myself outlined in chalk I sit down and give myself a talk Life's hard when you find yourself in a war I ain't got nothing left I put that pain in words through a pen I want to be young again, climb a tree build a den Old school friends I think who am I when I look at them I shown them 'nough love You did it to yourself that's tough luck Do they think the same about me I wonder I need to do something with my life In a little while we'll all be 6 feet under I've been standing on what feels like a frozen pond Lately I been writing down my wrongs but papers what I'm writing on Searching in my Brain for the place that I belong Life's been fucked up lately you wouldn't understand So stressed out, why you think there's shaking in my hand Gotta get my money up and give my dad a grand Never beat around the bush cause I'm following my plan I sit down and watch the waves crashing And can't help but see myself out there splashing Life used to be fun now all I hear is get the cash in Sometimes I sit wide awake in my bed turning and thrashing I used to write my pain down and that turned into rapping Mates in school, now I think what the f*ck happened We were in the same lessons but I was in a different class Put my pain in a sentence you can feel it when I'm spitting bars Loud in my motor you can smell it when I've driven past Ashing on my zoot while I'm gripsing on her arse Life's been fucked up lately you wouldn't understand So stressed out, why you think there's shaking in my hand Gotta get my money up and give my dad a grand Never beat around the bush cause I'm following my plan