STAGE.

Guess I'll settle for a stage yeah I been waiting for this my whole life I been waiting for this my whole life there ain't no looking back Have a couple kids with a fit wife It could be all be gone in a blink of a eye Don't get too attached I could be out earning myself a wage But I'd rather see myself on that front page Vice Magazine or XXL Guess this shit is going pretty well Only time will tell Exeter motives getting me through A whole lot of everything but nothing to do Look all this shit I been getting of my chest But does that make me a dickhead Am I getting ahead of myself Forgetting 'bout my passion and searching for wealth When it's all said and done And all has been said I'ma settle for a stage Was thinking time had me but I have time Was thinking time had me but I have time Music my cardiac Bad food don't pass me that It's unhealthy I've been fasting that Being done I'm hardly that We celebrating where's my party hat I could be out here drinking myself away But I'd rather earn obligatory praise On radio for the first time I was pretty overwhelmed I saw my family show me love the last six months now I can love myself Yo hallucinating every time that's why I don't smoke like that Putting my mac in my nike bag and drive away Seventeen verses in a week Know it's our time today yo Keep on keeping on and that's an ode Keep on keeping on for you and me So am I cold? Yo Brazy how I'm sleeping on a sofa and making the greatest days of my life with my home boy But f*ck it When it's all said and done And all has been said I'ma settle for a stage If y'all don't mind I'd like to talk about this woman of mine I been thinking about this woman of mine I been thinking about this woman I was with But she ain't here no more I'm sitting here singing this reprise I'm just sitting here repeating this message It feels like it's a chore It hurts my heart when I think about it or see you round It hurts because I never got the chance take you to town Or treat ya It went from nice to meet ya to not very and it keeps me up It will never happen again if I think that then I'm pushing luck I'm sorry for what I did and I know there's return but I can sleep at night if I were to merely utter these words I feel that I'm cursed Maybe love was not meant to be For me I feel like life sometimes submerges me very deep So much so I lose my ability just to breathe Turned to real bad dream I can't settle till I'm the headline Catching you at a show You ruined me turning me to a headline yo I'm picking up what you're putting down I thought you'd be here for me by now I looked away you Showed me by force Brand new to this loving that I found It was nothing but now I'm glorifying it It's a fake hand reaching out for me Were your feelings for real? There's no reason it's done Walk to dads try not to cry whole time I'm feeling the punch yo Starside meant the lowest and the highest but now it's when I feel so much The drinking and the music come in clutch I have a preference for those with remorse Dying after hanging up a coat's one of my flaws I know it was never about the money or the distance And the love you showed me is still coursing through my system yo I'll love you till no deadline I am new But with you I had the best time Yeah Born to single mother in '06 Her love that she gave man I never dismissed I pledge to make her proud inside my chosen field Now that I'm here it all seems so surreal We went through the hardships Just us two a team for real She always encourages me to speak up bout how I feel We went through some relationships had to sit back and write But we done cleared them all so right now everyone is fine We're still together living life and growing day by day When night time comes around know I don't have to pray Cause I got what I need and I make my single mother proud She can stay"that's my son!" and shout that shit out loud And I'ma make it I told her but she's had her worries But when I get to wealth all those problems gon' scurry And when I get upon that stage I know that I'll kill it 'cause she is out there watching and I'm hoping that's she'll hear this But you're not hearing us right now You're not hearing us right now But you're not hearing us right now (no no no) You're not hearing us right now yeah You're not hearing us right now 'Cause you're not hearing us right now yeah You're not hearing us right now Oh shit I didn't mean to unplug that But you're not hearing us right now You're not hearing us right now But you're not hearing us right now (no no no) You're not hearing us right now yeah You're not hearing us right now Cause you're not hearing us right now yeah