All I Ever Wanted

I'm always ardent in the very worst of ways Everyone knows my heart is stone cold But nobody knows its weight I don't know where to go I've no idea what to do I just want someone to hold But I've got no one to turn to The pills stopped working Now nothing numbs the pain I've got no choice but to feel it all again I don't know where to go I've no idea what to do I just want someone to hold But I've got no one to turn to I don't blame you I know it's not your fault It's been mine right from the start I don't know where to go I've no idea what to do I just wanted someone to hold Now I've got no one to turn to I don't know where to go I've no idea what to do I just want someone to hold But I've got no one to turn to I don't know where to go I've no idea what to do I just wanted someone to hold But I've got no one to turn to