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Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah Yeah I don't what ima do after this Sometimes i swear to God it don't Make sense It's like my life is only a makeshift I live surrounded by the loneliest Faces My mirror is faceless My whole world is vacant I wait living in hatred Pretending I'm patient When really I'm angry Truth is They won't understand me I say goodbye to my friends and my Family I'm sorry to say but this is my last Journey My life's rollercoaster is finally over This is the end man This is my closure Sean, wake up Are you sober? Can you hear me? Wake up Can you hear me? F*ck Stuck between living or letting life Win me I hate being surrounded Feeling so empty My perception been shifting My glasses are slipping I don't like sober or drunk me I'm constantly Running Watching my whole world Turn into nothing I can't escape No matter which route I take Sometimes I dream about meeting my fate Most nights I don't sleep I'm in a dark place Sometimes I wonder how long till I Look death in the face I watch as they leave me Cuz nobody stays If you were in my shoes then you'd Say the same I mostly keep that saying deep in my Brain Cuz I know no one is one in the same I don't want no one to console my Pain That's why I just conceal it away No more sad stories yeah Let's turn the page Let's hide our feelings inside of a beat Surrounded by a desk full of some Sheets Waiting for some fake company To tell you that you dropping heat Then tell you that you can't compete It's beginning to sound concrete I guess that's why you can't hear me Sean Wake up and you'll fucking see That you were never meant to be Misery loves company Now let's share that cup of tea Cuz it seems that you've caught up With me Everytime you wallow in me I used to be that pill that you were Swallowing But you now acknowledge me And honestly I probably don't got a lot to see So let's start with memories Of good times Not your enemies Last good time was 2019 When I had my fam and me But that was not my handling Amen, I say before I go to sleep God I fear my soul's too weak There's no more hope for me I swear my soul is too weak There's no more hope for me There's no more hope for me There's no more hope for me I swear my soul is too weak There's no more hope for me There's no more hope for me