Give and Take

I put my heart in this cuz I feel like It's all I got sometimes Sometimes I don't know when to Stop Just sometimes Sometimes it feels like I sacrifice a lot Just to reach up to the top Was it worth taking a spot Man that really ain't my fault I did this for momma and I did it for my pops It hurt me when I took a loss Some say it made me soft Some say it taught me lots Been writing down these thoughts Don't think they'll make the cut As I'm holding on my nuts Screaming I don't give a f*ck Ain't got shit to lose Ain't got nothing left to prove I been doing this for you I ain't been doing this for me So now we boutta see What happens when I write the Scenes Full of toxic imagery Not what you'd expect to see I've been losin' hella sleep just Recapture this dream I remember every piece Like a nightmare on rewind it Replays inside my mind And it happens every night Ima make it But I'll make it all alone I live inside a empty home Where nobody else will roam Why is it me that isn't gone Yet Damn This casket is kinda fucking cramped Hey Alright, alright I hear you I know it It's time for me to fucking go I didn't wanna stay here anyway F*ck this place F*ck being here I didn't wanna do this shit In the dream I flew so high With nobody by my side I seen an angel in my eyes Said it's not okay to die Just keep aiming for the sky and one Day we gon' reunite Sometimes I think that that's a lie In the darkness there's a light But my lanterns out of sight Is this really worth the fight And then I come back to the mic And let that passion strike If it's good If it's bad When I'm happy When I'm sad When they don't get what I'm sayin' But I keep that record playin' And they can feel my pain And I know that it's okay I ain't the only one who feels this way I'm holding on for better days Sometimes I pray the rain will go Away Sometimes it's better if it stays So I can match the tears I bring upon Your face And the smiles I could make I don't know how much I can take I wish that I could hold your pain When you suffering the same And repeat this shit again Cuz that's what winnin is God forbid I lose what I got to give That's when you learn to live Sometimes it don't make sense Sometimes