reasons

Have I scared you? Why'd you run off? I've told all our interactions It's not like I have a cough Is it cause I'm sad all the time? Didn't mean to make you worry Feels like I've committed a crime Can't find the reasons Can't find the blame Can't find my friend from way back I think about you every day I just wish you would let me know If I'm out of control Cause I can't find the reasons Reasons, oh It's been a tough time My hands are always slightly shaking Committed a crime A crime smiles that I've been faking Wrote down a book of reasons to leave Found more reasons to hide under sleeves Thinking you'd stay I was naive But now you're gone It's time to grieve You're always there Right nestled in the back of my mind Forever being fickled But I can't take that Don't have a tough spine Finding this distance Dreadful feeling Lingering questions Never revealing Your true intentions Say that you're healing But it's my heart that's been bleeding Can't find the reasons Can't find the blame Can't find my friend from way back I think about you every day I just wish you would let me know If I'm out of control Cause I can't find the reasons Reasons, oh