should've been there

I feel bad for the way it all went down Didn't mean to leave you on the ground But I didn't wanna jeopardize myself Didn't really think you'd need my help I know you didn't mean to, but you made me cry When I read your texts on that Saturday night Just know I really care But I felt really scared Yeah, I should've been there for you to lean on But I didn't wanna ever see you gone It was always about you and your problems But just know I've got them too I never knew if you were listening Tears in our eyes always glistening I acted tough, you didn't question it I always told you to forget it Back when we were friends I kept myself on lock I hated the way you always looked at the clock And talked about yourself and what you're going through Did it ever occur that I'm going through it too? It's hard to find a sister cuz this world's so cruel But you always talked of leaving, didn't want it to be true Hence a fight between us did ensue Even though we used to be stuck like glue What we thought would be forever Turned out to be severed So quickly cuz we both thought that maybe we'd be better Not together, forever, not together, forever It's tragic that a friendship that used to be like magic Could fall apart so quickly with the swerving left to back it Whenever I see girls out wearing your jacket I think of you, but there's no time to unpack it Yeah, I should've been there for you to lean on But I didn't wanna ever see you gone It was always about you and your problems But just know I've got them too I never knew if you were listening Tears in our eyes always glistening I acted tough, you didn't question it I always told you to forget it