confess

It's caught in my throat Lodge it in tightly, swear it'll bite me. But that's just what it knows Can't say it out loud, it feels like I'm burning It's at the tip of my tongue, but I can't bear the feeling I wanna bring it up But it's covered in rocks and mud There's no beauty here Just memories stuck in my blood Shovels break while I'm just standing outside this fabled mess So why can't I just confess I couldn't spare a glimpse of you Knowing now, the things you've done If I can't even speak the words that swallowed me, I guess you've won Scared you're gonna show up somewhere just to taunt me, cause it's fun I wanna bring it up But it's covered in rocks and mud There's no beauty here Just memories stuck in my blood Shovels break while I'm just standing outside this fabled mess So why can't I just confess