december 7th

In this bathroom I sit and stare At all the times I wish I wasn't there I count the dates of when I feel so numb Not enough pills to get the job done This is how I cope When I don't have any Hope The end seems so far away And I don't think I can make it to that day Hold my hand, cause I need someone I'm scared to death you'll find me holding the gun We all know that the cuts don't heal Open up when you say this isn't real This is how I cope When I don't have any hope The end seems so far away And I don't think I can make it to that day Day