I don't want to say goodbye

I don't know what it means to grow old I'm at my limit but I guess it's fine Counting the seasons as they pass me by The days grow longer no matter the time You don't have to lie I know you're gonna die But I don't wanna believe it while you're still here And you can go and try To make me realize that once you're gone It's not like you disappear And it's not like I'm stupid I get the whole cycle But I don't wanna imagine A world without you A world without my idol And you can go and try To make me realize That it's not gonna be soon But one day I'll be missing you You don't have to lie I know you're gonna die But I don't wanna believe it while you're still here And you can go and try To make me realize that once you're gone It's not like you disappear