wake up

Silence is all I need to fall asleep Out the brown noise on Fall into my dreams Cause fantasy enwraps me, cuddles me like a blanket Play hide and seek with the spirits While my body is with the maggots, oh Night time, night time can last all day When I'm in the ideal world I cry, I cry when I fall awake and become unfurled Wake up, I don't wanna wake up, no Cause nothing is fun, nothing is fun in the real world Life's mundane, always in my brain, caught up in my thoughts I don't wanna wake up, no I'm captive, all up in my room Feeling so bored with nothing to do I'm pacing, think I'm in the mood Call up my mom with something to chew Now I'm coughing up excuses of just reasons why I'm useless And I don't know why I do this Tell my boyfriend that I miss him So I'll call my friends Just to distract me From all the wasted time that it grants me Sleep all day so I can be flaccid Floating along the gentle white rapids Write me down Maybe a letter Maybe a poem to make me feel better Smoke some more just to erase it All the pain that I've been facing Night time, night time can last all day when I'm in the ideal world I cry, I cry when I fall awake and become unfurled Wake up, I don't wanna wake up, no Cause nothing is fun, nothing is fun in the real world Life's mundane, always in my brain, caught up in my thoughts I don't wanna wake up, no