Doublethink

Now I just know the world The way it's been shown to me Hollow, insecure Vibrating in dissonance There's something wrong I feel an imminent collapse My mind doesn't feel the same In front of the threshold's gait Resign to the last remain of yourself For when you pass you commit doublethink The pain grows stronger The will is conquered Can't you understand? That's the price that you have to pay For your blindness For your stupidity They made you a sheep Archetypes Made by hate I refuse to vindicate They hate the creation They hate the chaos And as long as this hell exists We all doublethink They hate the chaos In discomfort I seek reconciliation and balance As I mirror totality But reflect vacuum Rectified Maybe you never existed I try to convince myself but I feel inside a void What have I become? No resolutions now No resolutions now Just lies, lies I'm so afraid to disconnect myself From the angry From the insecure With this weight in my shoulders Double thinking Always questioning No resolutions now No resolutions now Disengaged and disconnected I can't find a way to be myself With a thousand eyes around me No escape No place to hide Now it's time To spit on their faces To reject the cure Let's fight together For the human condition Out of the spiral Safe from this reality One more time They started to build the path They started by bringing war They started to bring the war Bringing the war home They started to build the path to Domination I try to convince myself but I feel inside a void What have I become? No resolutions now No resolutions now Just lies, lies I'm so afraid to disconnect myself From the troubled From the pained With this weight in my shoulders Double thinking Always questioning No resolutions now No resolutions now Disengaged and disconnected I can't find a way to be myself With a thousand eyes around me