You Don't Exist

I've been living through the years Always making up new fears This one might leave me in tears Cuz' I'm honestly convinced Am I living on my own I can't make it on my own Yeah through memories I own I feel shivers to the bone Am I alone No response What have I done This is wrong I can't take this anymore Why isn't death waiting at the door Fallen memories won't be restored Years have passed since I left alone I've been living through the years Always making up new fears This one might leave me in tears Cuz' I'm honestly convinced Am I living on my own I can't make it on my own Yeah through memories I own I feel shivers to the bone I've been living through the years Always making up new fears This one might leave me in tears Cuz' I'm honestly convinced Am I living on my own I can't make it on my own Yeah through memories I own I feel shivers to the bone I don't even mind That I think of her all the time I know why she's so divine You're just here in my mind I should've guessed Why she came after my wish But now I'm really just pissed Cuz' I know you don't exist