Confusion

Eternal restlessness haunts me My dreams are all shadows lurking I don't want to believe it's real I don't want to accept my fate I cannot comprehend this emptiness that has taken my mind into the nothingness that is null and void Is this a dream or is it not what it seems I cannot believe that this is happening to me Trapped in my mind Death will not leave me behind There was never any chance to turn back My skin is cold My lungs collapsed I cannot see I can only hear the dead screaming I thought I would rest in peace yet I am still here Awoken again Disoriented Another failure that peaks its head over my shoulder In the corner of my eye Always watching Always waiting to feast on every single consistent mistake I make Never rest in peace There is no love here There is no happiness There is no anything You have no purpose We are all nothing